My story, extreme to some.
I started training with weights when I was about 15. At the age of 20 I started to get really serious about body building, but I wanted to do it the natural way. I was around a lot of guys who took drugs. At that time I trained with a friend who was getting ready for the Mr. Britain, he had spent £20,000 in one year on drugs for his off season and pre competition preparations; he’s past away now, due to a heart attack.
He trained hard, respect to ya John.W.
I used to jab a few guys up (inject) them with all sorts of nasty oily liquids( dangerous without expert medical supervision, but common in most gyms ).
I did well not getting pulled into that side of things, considering how hard I worked, and seeing guys around me develop with much less effort, time and dedication.
Its not easy being FAT, I tell ya…
Bulking Up as the term was used. I got impatient over the years and went onto power lifting, lifting as much weight as I could. I got to the point where I wasn’t interested in whether I looked good or not anymore, I just wanted to get big and as strong as possible. I acquired quite a few injuries during this time, including a broken collar bone from 1000LBS+ calf raises, sciatica from partial squats with up to 10 45LBS plates aside(funny seeing the bar bend) and numerous rotor cuff injuries, from heavy dumbbell and barbell pressing

Uncomfortable
I wanted to add as much muscle as the steroid users were. As you can see, it kind of went a slightly wrong! A little extreme you could say! It was a barrier, protection, an F-U to the rest of the world… emotional….. loneliness, as is most often the case with these things.Let’s be honest, our bodies often reflect how we feel inside.
I was over 100k at the time which is pretty big for my 5’5 frame. Eating between 5000-6000 kals a day, which takes some doing! Easily done when your downing a few mouthfuls of a thick shake each hour.
My thoughts at the time were: I had to down as many muscle building calories as I could, particularly hard if its solid food as you practically have to be eating constantly. So I started slowly at first on a drink the was later named “Gunk” as a close friend named it.
This was the ingredients to my final shake:
(By all means try it for a laugh if you like)
2-3 pints full fat milk
20 eggs
6-7 bananas
1 whole pot of Quick Save milk powder (think it was 200g)
2-3 table spoons of peanut butter.
As an additional extra, to boost the calories a bit, I used to add 200grams – 560Kcals of Halva.
This would fully fill a 6pint milk bottle. (the thought of this makes my stomach churn now)
I also managed to fit a whole heap of other food into my day as well, always feeling safe in the knowledge that this was extra, like a bonus. I didn’t really need to stress about getting more calories in because I was always filled to the brim with the Gunk.

Fatso as my brother used to call me.
On a day to day basis friends and people I bumped into said I was growing, getting bigger. Some didn’t even recognise me, from week to week, I just thought it was funny and steamed ahead.
I carried on going until I got to the point where family and friends started making comments about how fat I had gotten and the size of my stomach. My waist got to about 43 inches.
I found it hard to put my shoes on, I would have to breath out when bending forward, even then I used to retch and feel sick. I was out of breath when walking up just one flight of stairs! In the hot weather the insides of my thighs rubbed and chafed, that was until I discover cycling shorts what a relief!
Our physical self can really give clues to how we are feeling on the inside; most often reflecting our emotional state.
For some individuals it’s a case of they don’t know how they got there, and don’t know how to move on.
A passing comment, “don’t run anyone over with that belly will ya” made me really think, gave me the hump too. Said for my own good though!
We are all the same..
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